bloodyhell...im so bloody pissed off...
pissed off by my actions?
nobody is stealing ur friends...
i thot it was u who was stealing my friends...

it was only recently did i noe dat ppl were actually fakin...
ya...continue be ur own self...
and u will c how loyal ppl r to u...
even de person u trust most gossip bout u ...

yesh,i dun believe
i dun believe dat u didnt tell her
if i were u
i would tell my stead abt wad ppl tink of her
so dat she will change
and will not outcast by ppl
change for de betar

i really dun understand
y cant u just realise ur mistakes
and learn from ur mistakes
y must u always tink dat everyone is opposing u
u may tink dat in tis world
its very difficult to find sum1 u trust
but let mi tell u
i already found one
and i found more than one
and among all
de closest was xiaomei

very close and
it just seems dat we haf nth hiding frum each other
and we will noe each other locations and places at everyother time
and we dun hide secrets from each other
we even let each other read each other diaries

u tink we since sec1 got so close meh
i once made a very big mistake
a very big mistake towards her
but latr on
i learnt my mistakes
i make up for it
i told myself i shldnt do de same thing again
and we became best of friends
and even close until every little thing u ask mi bout her
i will olso noe

it all depends on u
depends on whether u wan to make up for it
whether u wan to learn ur mistake
and change
just tink
how many times haf u made everyone in dance so unhappy

so pls stop accusing ppl from stealing ur friends
u shld blame it urself
from losing trust from ur own friends
and not de ppl who lost trust in u