i feel so lonely at home today.Just now i vacuum down stairs.I am feeling betar now than yesterday.i was feeling sad because my studies and my other problems.I did not scored well this time round and many ppl in my class over-take me le.Maths,History,English pulled my result down loh.My maths...i was very pised!!!i got 8 careless mistakes in it.If i did not careless...i will get 83 marks for it.Getting 83 will make me the highest in the class.I am so sad abt it.My carelessness gotton me to lose 9marks.I really hate my maths result.My history paper fail.i dun even dare to tell my mother la.How?I really dun noe how to do wif it.I hope my CA marks will pull me up and my over all will pass.My english also very poor.50plus.Overall my grades should be two A1,five A2,one C6 and one D7.i tink most likely it will not be lyk tis cos' they also count the CA marks and SA1 marks.How?i dun dare to tink wad will happen to me when i show my parents the report book.i do not dare to think about it.I am so afraid.Yesterday,we had rugby competition.The two semi-finals was frum our class and the finals ended up wif them too.It was a happy thing .No matter which group won....they are still in our class.I was happy but it did not cheer me up.I also hope that i can go SHE concert.My parents dun allow me.They dun even allow my second sis.Sad.I really wan to go their concert.I thot if my result were good mayb they will allow me to go but now i realised that my result was poor.How do i do wif it?