everything's been so long.
so long dat i know i have to
i must learn to let go
i have to give up

i lied during truth and dare
i said that i liked a guy from my tuition
when i didnt really like anyone from there
anyway, it doesnt really matters anymore
he did not had any reaction
and when been asked of his relstionship with verisa
he said they were friends.i believe.
its not dat i trust him,but i trust dat gal
the gal confirm didnt liked him
but who noes if he liked her?
who noes if he had started hating me
like how he hated nicolette when i was close with him?
who noes if he liked her as much as he did to
a gal whom he used to like before?
i really dun care anymore.
like wad annabel said,
the one getting hurt is me not him.
i had enough waiting
i had enough hurting
i had enough lying to myself.
i had enough

got back report book today
most friend's parent went for the parent session
but mum and dad wasnt free.
alrdy took the report book and report slip.
level position was very low.
my CA pulled my overall result down.
did so badly.so before i left sch,
i kept reminding mr yeo to
tell more good things of my result
to my mom when he calls her.
i find it hard to explain and tell my mom
of the schoolwork stuff
wadever i tell her, she just dun understand
hopefully, she just dun nag so much for this time round

finally its the last day of sch.
ahh..i gonna miss brenda.LOL.
miss her as in no one to tok on phone or sms
haha.actually okay lah.
her camp only 1 night.
so she will be back tml~
yay! LOL.sound so lesbian.
actually brenda is a quite nice person
dats wad cynthia we all had once discussed
when we were chatting.
was only best friends with her this year
well, she was sort of the only one
who understood my feelings
of the ' pilot pen' thing.:D