shall i tell everyone a story?

let's say there's this store selling breads.
these breads have to be specially odered afew mths ago
before it could be brought to the ppl
so actually the ppl dat ordered the bread had taken their bread
so there was like leftover.
so the seller said to give those leftovers to other ppl
imagine there's 4 ppl who wanted the particular bread
lets say gal A and gal B had waited and queue for
that bread for a very period of time,
and much earlier than gal C and gal D

however, the seller didnt wanted to give the bread to gal A and B
but give to gal C even though gal C came to queue much latr than gal A and B
gal C did not know dat gal A and B didnt manage to get the free bread
it was only after gal C had ate the bread,
then did she noe dat gal A and B didnt get any bread
despite waiting and queuing for very long.

it was UNFAIR.
unfair.so unfair.
friends of gal A and B was mad
be cos it was so UNFAIR
but to think abt it,
does it mean dat if others cant get it, you shall not get it olso?
does it mean dat gal C should not take the bread
and to be put in a fair situatio so that none of them could take the bread.

in another example,
if 4 gals wanted to enter XXJC
gal A,gal B had tried DSC before the exams
when their results were released,
their results were arnd the same.
however, there was only one place left in XXJC.
but XXJC only decided to let gal C enter the sch
it was unfair.
unfair to gal A and B.
so does it mean that gal C should not enter the sch
so none of them dun enter lah since its not fair.

i only have one conclusion.
and dat is, our friendship are not dat strong.
i just feel so upset and disappointed.

thurs went to sentosa with japs
had fun there.
play the luge, ride up and the performance
on bus way home, play games with the japs
the hei-bai-pei
was like so funny.
cos we all didnt understand japs
neither do they understand chi or el
then hongwei was like using hand gestures.
the two japs name was dice and junior
actually thot i could have went to japs today aftersch
but cos got cca then cant.
didnt farewell with the two guys.

ninnart's leaving
guess everyone will be upset.
shall wish her here all the best
and goodluck in everything she does in the future
and hope she will still rmb us
and mayb sometimes come visit us
or chat thru msn or wad.
but i think it should be like quite hard after she leave bah
afterall not best friend mah
well, i cant imagine if my best friend is leaving.
i think it would be a hard time for her.
like you're gonna leave ur friends, roommates and.. even boyfriend?