i always thought that ever since we... the secs 2 ...come to sec2,will not always feel so bored and most of all "she" will not say bad things about others but i was wrong.

Today,i felt very sad during dance.Yes.i know that we were lousy in technics but ms chua was abit too-much in her choosing of words.i know she said that,was for our wn good.But it was sumhow too hurtful le...

i really regreted after toking to mr ong.we the sec2 s...tok to him that day...we told him that we felt that our technics were bad and so he suggetsed that we do more ballet.Today,ms chua told us that mr ong requested her to teach us ballet.And so,ms chua conclueded that mr ong felt that our technics were so lousy that he asked ms chua to teach us ballet.

i really love dance.Was it my technic lousy or was it because i did not had more passion than others?i think i am a bad dancer.My technics must be bad.This i know very well.i hoped one day i coud dance freely,naturely infront of people.

i did had many thinkgings of actions to do for the caterpillar musical night thingy.But i find them too lame and common ba...if my group was not the caterpillar,it was sumthing else,i am sure that we will not get scolded loh.

Not only me who likes dance,nicolette another ezample.when in sec1, she beg her mother to let her come dance.Her mom atually disagree her of joining dance but she kept begging her mother.For my case.i tried to change my CCA from NPCC to dance.i cant stand NPCC.

Because of that ms chua think mr ong thinks that our technics were lousy,she said to us that our progress in dance was slow,whereas the sec 2s,were like faster than us...Got this junior-sec1...she was like so arrogant thatr she went to ask amanda ng if she knew hot to do and if amanda duno,she can teach her.(for the part of the movement ms chua taught everyone .Not the ballet basics.)Poor amanda.lucky no other juniors cum ask me.BUT de junior should not be so arrogant loh.she was worst than anyone in the sec two i tink.but dere was few juniors dat really has potential.

wonder if mr ong olso tell ms chua abt how we felt about her.Even mr ong olso think that ms chua teach senior more precise,more sensitive in every movement than she teach to the sec2s.

Maybe because she had a veryvery bad impression about us and so...

Guess even de sec 3s and sec4s thinks that we were extreme lazy as what ms chua had told them.

Atually we not very lazy.because ms chua always mistook us.even if we are practising ,it will still look as if we are slacking to her.That's beacuse the whole sec 2s would always crowd togther and practice.Some times we discuss about the actions,it would look as if we are gossiping because the whole group is together talking.

Perhapes i should not be so bothered about dance.dance is NOT about everything...tomorrow shall be a better day...