The worst SPA exam!
i am gonna fail..!!!
although mr ong alrdy assured me that should be wont fail
but really possible to not fail meh

is like..
i did everything wrong loh.
for VA, i actually got 30plus results
but i thot i did wrongly
so end up i changed all my three results.
then QA, i got wrong results also.
and its like .. becos i started to panick..
and then i couldnt calm down to think what was the acid
then becos i didnt know what was the acid,
so i couldnt construct equation then find mol and concentration!
SO for that whole section, i didnt get any marks at all

its actually becos of the boiling solution that spill out
i was holding litmus paper with my left hand at the mouth of the boiling tube that i was heating with my right hand
the boiling was so vigorous that the boiling solution came out of the boiling tube and scald my left hand
my left hand was so pain.. but then didnt tell teacher
hopefully didnt see mah.
my left hand was like totally red
felt so scorching hot
but i kept to myself, and put my hand behind my back.
leaving another hand to continue the experiment.
and it was so painful that i started tearing.
then i crunched my left hand to fist liddat to bear with the pain.

i should be more confident with my own results.
like since i gotten 30over plus for my results,
then should just write 30 over plus for my results mah.
y still change? !!!
i also shouldnt panick.
like start panicking also cannot think properly.
really. i was like.. couldnt focus.
i keep thinking that sodium hydroxide is tesing for ammonia
and i forgot abt the aluminium means testing for nitrate.
then nvr thot of nitric acid.
wah, then when everything ended,
i cried until both eyes so red.
cried until so ugly. only releasing that when i saw myself in the mirror.
really loh, i did worst worst than the rest of them loh.
even worst than hyo jung, bohyi, ..
its like at least they all got try the questions.
i didnt at all. will the examiner know that its becos i panick
and also becos i dunno was wad acid then cannot do conc.

.. chem.. did so badly@!

studied so much for the chem SPA also no use
end up also get so lousy results.
uh, sports day go back school for extra lesson also no use.
aftersch rush down for demonstation also no use.
after dance tired, still read thru also no use loh.
all no use. still do so badly. !!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i knew what to de loh.
it becos that i didnt figure out the acid.
what the f***! Arrrr..