congrats to audrey

BEST CAMPER.

dancecamp 2008 is over :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS :D
happy birthday huril too.

i wanna thank the following ppl for wishing me happy birthday.
carine,yuxiong,huril,meiyi,benedict,hsiaohui,erjie,guoqiang,brenda,
wendy,jiejie,qihua,peter,manfred, dancers and my whole family:D

if i said i was never happy on my birthday.
including the last day of camp.
21st nov 2008
even when dancers was singing birthday song
i was putting on my fake smiles
fake laughters.
anyway, i think i did a great job.
i succeeded in pretending to be happy
no one actually saw thru.
i was holding on tears
pretending how much i was happy
nvr felt laughing was such a hard job to do.
nvr felt so upset on my birthday before
on the very exact moment.
21 november 12:00am
i was crying.
we were on the bus to east coast park
nvr felt so missed home
suddenly so missed home
as everyone was happily doing their things
i was waiting
waiting for some happy birthday wishes from my family
at least my second sis did so.
nvr felt so missed home before
and i guess this made me cherish my family more
i guess when one 's unhappy,
the only thing that comes to their mind will be family.
like wad winteng said
when she was in secondary one
when everyone hated her,
when everyone ignored her
and she was so unhappy
the first thing that came to her mind was her mom

i felt touched when my family were singing birthday song
i didnt know how to show them how happy i was
even though it was a very ordinary birthday song
which they will sing for me every year birthday

anyway, i want to thank dancers for putting in effort in making me happy.

i was so unhappy during the camp
that i nearly forgot abt my birthday
until i was talking to jyh harng
and he reminded me of my birthday.
i clearly knew what had happened
and wad had made me felt so upset.
even now when i am blogging,
even now when i am listening to S.H.E 's 宇宙小姐 and 女孩当自强
i just couldnt control my emotions
TEARS...

so wad when dancers were delicating 宇宙小姐 to me during the camp
i was not happy
all i could do was to pretend

DAY1:
there was this team bonding games.
we had straw/rubberband + digusting mixture games.
we gave them 6 rubberbands and
they have to use their mouths to hold the rubberbands
and pass the rubberband to their next team members.
the last person who gets the rubberband will run to the digusting mixture
and put their hand into the disgusting mixture and find a item
the digusting mixture was so damn digusting
though the thick slimy solution was pink in colour
poor juniors! >.<
we had human minesweeper
garbage bag on the floor and pour flour on the garbage bag
everytime they enters the wrong grid box,
they will be sprayed with water
when flour comes into contact with water,
it will sticks and will stays on their shirts. haha
and we had campfire.
all sec4s seniors came
i will missed WENDY BEH!
our item doesnt seem funny.
but when senior nicole and senior liern was here,
it like so funny
during the campfire,
the individual solos from our juniors,
we the seniors had to leave to paste the clues for night activity
there was eight of us.
jiaqi stayed in dance studio
because she had to be the DJ.
the eight of us splited into two groups
each four will paste different clues.
and it was scary.
i was holding to xiaomei so tightly
and holding on to many torchlights
the other four was less afraid
so they paste the clue which was on the 5th floor.
when we were pasting, i was out of breath again.
suddenly heartbeat so damn fast..
couldnt breath properluy
i think i was too scared.
returned back to dance studio
told senior nicole and she was like telling me to relax
giving me a hug :D thankyou.
she and xiaomei was like the only one telling me to calm down
but when she left, xiaomei didnt bother me anymore
i asked her to sit next to me but..no
then asked nicolette to sat next to me
she did but when i asked for her hand to make me calm down
it was again a no.
i felt so not feeling well for the rest of campfire
yet none of them bothered me
i was not afraid of dark or something
just that i needed someone to calm me down
because i could really felt my heartbeat beating so fast

DAY2:
breakfast was very late
so after morning warm ups, let juniors play games
and breakfast was veryvery LATE
so everything was pushed back
the teambonding games was cancelled.
like the newspaper game, musical chairs.
skipped bryan 's lesson
had modern dance fear factor
their hands were placed into a box
there were three items,
they had to guess the three items.
there were mealworms, unused sanitary pad and raw chicken
many found the raw chicken the most disgusting
haha. there was also double wacko.
due to time constrain, didnt play number ball
night walk was also brought forward
was supposed to let them sleep first
then when they were sleeping,
make them wake up and tell them its night walk
but because some things happen.
something happened to winteng
and all of us witnessed. luckily it was not too dark
and dat OM was there.
all of us didnt know wad to do and mr ong was not there
but OM came in time.
and luckily we have weiling.
i was out of breathe again during the incident.
night walk was supposed to be scary
but due to several reasons,
we decided to let 2 juniors to walk at one go

DAY3:
breakfast was early
but dance practice with ms emma was overshot
so didnt play balloon games and egg game
there was scavenger hunt and physical training
then water BOMB!
sprayed the juniors... muahhahahahah...
and alot junior bomb me too! :(
at night didnt play dog and bone.
then night tour to several places.
laobasha- satay eating competition
changiairport- mini dance competition
east coast park- mr ong's games
fort canning- skit performance
singapore river- physical trainings
mount faber- cheers
by the time we were at singapore river,
thats the time i guess everyone gets to be sleepy
that was arnd 3 to 4 plus am in the morning
mount faber was the last station
everyone was so damn tired.
but unfortunately, mount faber was to do cheers competition
but because everyone was too tired,
we decided to just make them sing songs and make them high
it was really hard to make them high.
but we did :)
end up all stands to sing birthday song for me.