feeling so depress nowadays.so much things happen.looking forward to goin taiwan next month.

everyday go dance wif so much enthusiation and passion but always nd up goin home unhappy.not unhappy wif seniors or ms chua.is unhappy abt de things happen.i noe its just a small thing.but it just spoils my mood often.i love my CCA!i love Dance.But y are we always being misunderstood?

Today dance got scolded by ms chua again for de hands gestures.i remembered clearly dat i did walk 1 step for every 2 beats.i really did so...I guess she thot i did wrongly because amanda and win teng did it wrongly and so everyone was lyk taking different steps.It's lyk everytime i did wif xiaomei...nothing went wrong loh.

Feeling once sad again everytime i thot of ms chua expression of us.me and xiaomei.i always get very sad over it.if she concentrate to notice us...she will dat there are sec2s who always practice instead of tok and are always eager to learn.I and xiaomei...we learnt de luo fan part.de red cross part.also learnt de ikan bili part.besides dat we also learn de washing machine part loh.lynn also.sum sec2s did practice.just dat she neva c only.dat time i heard ms chua toking to meishan...saying de whole sec2s was very lazy and did not want to practice all the time.

Besides dat,i really feel frustrated because of "she"...She always say bad things abt our seniors and ms chua.And i always tell back dat they are not...I really feel very sad abt tis two matter in dance.I always thot dat when we go sec2...she will start to lyk ms chua and seniors...in fact she even said more bad things abt them.For example,ms chua chose lynn because she favor her alot.and her reason was dat because she could other ppl else but yet only choose her.i am really sick abt tis.When will tis stop? i heard dat many seniors did not lyk us.de sec2s.cos' we always tok.and dat is y i tinkwe are lyk not close to each other.

First was she who always say bad things abt others.
second was ms chua thinkin dat de whole sec2 very lazy.
thrid was dat i always feel very disappointed wif "she" for last time at dance camp for admitting herself dat she was de one who suggest to go boys toilet.Why is it dat everything is not goin smoothly?